Wookin' Pa Nub

...in all the wrong places. I'm truly love starved. That's why I find it so hard to forgive my husband. I expect him to fill that void in my heart for love. I expect my husband to do something only the Holy Spirit can do...and when he falls very short of my expectations, I put up walls no army can penetrate. I need healing - man, I thought I healed already (as a friend of mine said recently of herself). Are we back to this again? What is it going to take? Does it really all stem from a broken childhood? Seriously?? Come on, I'm turning 30 tomorrow. This is ridiculous.