It's aaaallllll coming out

I didn't realize when I said I didn't want to be average that so many dormant gifts would come pouring out of me all at once. My gosh, who has time for TV?? lol. I'm sitting here in my office/studio surrounded by objects that represent the talents He has made me responsible for. There's the backdrop and lights for photography. Next to that is my easel, all set up with canvas waiting to be painted on (it had been neatly folded up in the back of my closet for years). I have my computer editing programs for business materials and graphic design.

This morning I received an email from a woman in MD who came across our website and video on YouTube. Yes, I am to lead woman in their divine destinies. Yesterday my mother-in-law called me to say a nurse on her job needs a math tutor for her daughter...wow, I used to do that ages ago. OK, bring it on.

Then there was the dream. I've been having dreams and words of prophesy on a regular basis. I am very comfortable with that gift arising since it's the one I feel the most connected to. lol but Yahweh is so funny; He used that gift to remind me of yet another. One that my flesh wouldn't mind remaining dormant.

She laid hands on me as I knelt before her.

"Stand up and look at me," she said. She was a mix of several older women in my life.

"I can't look at you," I said, "the light is too bright."

Finally I stood up and kind of winced enough to see her a bit. She was smiling.

"Life is a puzzle and you are a puzzle piece. You can't choose where you fit."

"I know!"

"Oh, you know? OK." She walked away. I couldn't help feeling there was more she had to say. I waited for her to finish laying hands on everyone else, then I followed her.

"You know, right?" she asked, "about what you used to do in your childhood, about your ministry?"

"I have no idea what you're talking about."

"The Spanish people. Ministering to the Spanish people with your singing." Oh, she meant my childhood in terms of being saved.

"Nooooooooooo!!!!" I whined and cried. She smiled.

"I don't like the way I sing! I can sing in a chorus, or in groups, not by myself."

"There are salvations on the line. And this will bring you closer to your own salvation - doing everything He has told you to do."

"So does that mean I need to go to a Spanish church??" I asked, already knowing the answer.

"No. It's a social group you need to be a part of."

A social group of Christian Spanish singers?? I'll google it.

I woke up feeling stressed. lol. After a few moments I remembered this is my sister's calling. Come to think of it, pretty much everything I'm gifted at can be tied to someone in my family. Why aren't THEY doing all this stuff? They're all still alive. Oh, seeing me do it will spur them to do it. There really are salvations on the line. Deep sigh. Smile.

Thank you, Yahweh. As my pastor always says, "I get to."