Friday, April 4

I am NOT old

I find myself having to repeat this mantra over and over in my head. I am NOT old. I am NOT old. It's bizarre because I didn't think I would ever feel embarrased or uncomfortable about my age. I have a good understanding that we're all eternal beings, some of us have just been wearing our earth suits a few moments longer than others. I get that. Yet seeing my picture, my bio, or anything else online with the #30 next to it just makes me feel old. Knowing that I can't stay up all hours of the night and not feel it the next day makes me feel old.

Oh good - PIerre just got home! I feel better.

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