Suddenly?

I don't know what it is about this year but I'm loving it. Whatever mental blocks were holding me back last year seem to have dissipated. I feel awesome, motivated, strong, and focused. Better yet, I feel loving and confident with Pierre. I don't need to have the last word, I don't need to prove my point, I don't even need to get my way. I'm telling you, it's a really strange feeling. I like it. I know, I know, it's only been two days. It doesn't matter. Something is different in the air. Something is different in me. Perhaps this is one of those "suddenlys" the bible always speaks of. Suddenly I'm a new woman. This is good.